Auld Lang Syne

Aww. this song made me tear, this is how much I wanted to watch NEW YEAR’S EVE ):

Hi 2012!

New year resolutions !

1. Lose another 5 kg (made the same resolution last year and lost 6 kg, so this time.. hehehe)
2. Maintain GPA.(:( impossible with this sem)
3. Trust in God and faith that you will be restored with God.
4. Walk in faith with God.
5. No more procrastination.
6. Be a better person to the one I love.
7. Be a better friend.
8. Be a better daughter.
9. Be a better sister.

(:

2 more days. Bye 2011.

2 more days, and 2011 will be gone in just a while,

Looking back, 2011 is so filled with mystery, if I knew 2011 would be a year like that,
I wouldn’t be upset in 2010.
For I know that, I’m surrounded by people I love, and people who love me so much.
I love my family, my friends and the one I loved so much
without them, I don’t think I can survive this year.

Thank God for them, but of cos, one of my greatest gift is God, himself.
Without Him, I would be at a loss.
Without Him, I would not know who I can rely on when the whole world turn against me, because if God is for me, then who can be against me.
God is great and mighty! YAY!

Thank God for you <3! Yesterday was one of the happy moments that I'll remember before 2011 ends.
Thank you! Just looking back makes me smile, all the times we spent together !

Thank God for Izra! my class are full of people who I don't know who I can call friend, but thank God for Izra! without her, my poly life would be so boring and mundane. Thank you for going through all the ups and downs in my poly life and knowing what am I thinking. <3

Thank God for all my friends, my secondary school friends, that we are still keeping in touch and we are meeting up many times in a year to keep and maintain the friendship! love you girls so much ! <3

Thanks for all the memories everyone, 2011 was an awesome year for me to sum up, with the people I love around me, life has never been so blissful before. At least for once, I know I can have the happiness and love that I've always envied people of.

Have you thank the people you wanted to thank them for 2011 yet? (:

DDAC

Tmr taking back DDAC assignment, hell bloody scared shit ! ):
I got a feeling my individual would be either a D or a C. VERY SURE. GUNA’S A STRICT MARKER TTM.
she asked me to include an outdoor activity, then after I submit my assignment, she say, dont include outdoor. WTH!?
SEE LAH, SO FICKLE MINDED, DIE ALR FOR MY LESSONS PLANS ):
JUST HOPE AND CROSS FINGERS THAT THE GRP WILL BE FINE ):
God, help me to survive the sadness if I get only a D or a C ): help me Lord ): I’m really scaared ):

3 weeks holiday

I don’t see the point of having holidays when I’m still so busy ):
Hope next week can really start on my assignments, esp my Learning centre if not I’m really DEAD ):

CHRISTMAS IS COMING !

Pretty pretty please, don’t you ever ever feel..

[Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel like you're less than , less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel like you're nothing,
you're perfect to me. ]

You’re perfect to me I’ll still continue praying to God that one day, you will seek God and I was really happy on Monday! cos I know God has worked! God heard my prayers! and God answered my prayers! YAY Thank God for you, Thank you God, for everything, now I have confidence in this already.

My plans:

Going to hit the 5x kg soon! yippppee!
So, to target that 5x kg, I’m going to
1. Exercise at least 2 times a week, running at least 2.4 K.M. (started out last week so going to continue this! )
2. Drink lots of water (keep myself hydrated)
3. Eat more fruits and vegetables
6 MORE KG IN ORDER TO HAVE A BMI OF 22.2 ):
JIAYOU!

teehee. at least I won’t be in that 60kg range soon… IHOPE *Fingers-cross*
cos someone kept complaining I fat X( hmphf! nevermind, we lose tgt heee
anw, school’s been a horror. many assignments due and everything, I think I might lose my mind sooner or later, which is no good! ):

hey love !
you will never spend your birthday alone anymore (:
I promise. <3 XD

You didn't showed that you bother when I told you that I will be in Vietnam for 2 weeks, until yesterday when you said you wished you could come along with me. Awwwwwww~ I melted hehehe.

School started. Drama resumed.

School started and I presume and predicted another round of drama, maybe all these wouldn’t have started if I just had gone to JC, the most is that I would die more cells.
But after that, I thought that if I had gone to JC, I wouldn’t have met the 2 very important people in my life. I wouldn’t have met them, and they are defintely the people I don’t want to miss. I love them so much <3 They are prolly the only ones that can stand my weirdness, my temper, stubbornness and my itchy-ness XD.

But drama will still come and school has only started for 2 days and I hurt the person I love and yet doesn't blame me ): Blame me for blasting off at you will make me feel better ): but nonetheless, I still love you very very muchhh ~:D there will be more to come and ughh, have to control my temper and sometimes I just wanna go to your faculty and hug you and get my energy back XD

and to my fight-mate/lover-hug-partner Izra! let's just survive this sem's drama tgt, we survived SEM 1.2, the most horrible 4 months we ever encountered. Let's survive this sem together ! and loves <3 hehhe. itchy girls aren't we ?

I don't care if I always hang out with like the same person, I'm not anti-social, I just want to be with people who are truthful to me. What's more fake is that you are with a group of fake people just to make you feel popular and people smile in front of you, but backstab behind you. Saw it and realised how ugly people can be, Thank God I'm with people who are true and not fake-ugly people.

October, will it be a better month?

Was rotting at home these 2 days mainly to recover myself from the high fever ):

was listening to this song and it reminded me of my secondary school life,
I miss those days <3
Those days where I wouldn't have so much to think about,
where my life just revolves around O levels.
and where my friends are with me everyday.

Will be meeting Sophia <3 on oct, I missed her like mad );